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Twenty
...And then yesternight I realized I was no longer a teen.
I am twenty today. Whoa. And what have I got in my hands? Who am I?
I used to think that by the time I reached the age of twenty I would be a passionate lover, a great photographer, a brilliant student and, above all, myself.
Well guess what? I am still just myself, and nothing more.
I am pretty sure I do not want to investigate my mediocrity today but I know I need to work harder and faster to get there, because I really want to. I want it bad enough.
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PS: go give lullacrie (https://www.deviantart.com/lullacrie) a hug, you know she deserves it.
Thank You
I've been away from journal writing for a bit too long I guess but all important updates are in the Gallery section (:
All of my watchers and friends know what I've been working on, they all know that I'm starting to take this a bit more seriously by networking on ModelMayhem and shooting with gorgeous LadyNequitia and stuff.
So, why am I writing now?
I am writing because I feel blessed.
And I feel blessed because a wonderful artist and person decided to bless us all with her Art and with her being such an incredibly loving woman.
Thank You, lullacrie (https://www.deviantart.com/lullacrie), for caring and buying a subscription for me.
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News
I just filled in my application module for the Erasmus program, and I hope they'll send me to UK next year as I really really really need that.
Today I finally got the marks of the exams I took during the last weeks, too, and I'm already back to Uni and attending a lot of classes.
Last week I stayed with my brother in Trento, which is such a wonderful city I could not stop taking pictures, and we got the chance to go to a Blackmore's Night gig there. We laughed and danced and sang and enjoyed ourselves and had so much fun, and we even stroked Lady Candice Night's hand when she was on her way off the stage. I love her, I love her. Her soft,
News, and BedTime Nightmares
It was about time to change, so I went to have my hair cut last Saturday and I got bangs. Which I had sworn, years ago, I would never ever have again. Oh well.
University is the hardest thing ever, but I found myself being tougher than I thought. Oh well.
And I feel I need more photography, even though every single picture I take feels like poisoned needles stuck all through my skin thanks to Mister Photographer, whose memory keeps popping out in my mind every now and then. and he keeps popping out in my life every now and then, too. So I decided I'd force kind of a long term project on myself, and here is BedTime Nightmares: my very own, p
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Awesome! I'm in Bristol, would love to shoot with you before you leave 